As of Late

Posted by admin23 on November 14, 2009

Lately I have been lacking inspiration in my writing mostly due to the fact that I am dealing with some medical issues, minor surgery, testing and yet more testing…it has started to have a negative effect on my personality…I have been snapping at people including the bf which is something I don’t do…just not who I am (sorry baby), and I have stopped talking to a few people that I used to talk to everyday…why you ask…because I just can’t seem to deal with their happiness (sorry Pooh). You want a reality check? sit staring at your computer the night before surgery thinking holy sh*t batman you don’t have a will…no plan…no protection…that will sober your a** right up. I seriously am going to take care of the legalities of my life here soon, as soon as I get back to work and can afford to have a attorney draw one up, but in the mean time I have made a big decision for the time being I am off my Rheumatoid Arthritis medication…why you ask…because I don’t feel it has been doing any good for me, and I actually feel that is may have been harming me. Not to mention I am/was on a grip of antibiotics and I just couldn’t stomach the thought of putting another pill in my body. As of last night I am on yet another antibiotic for yet another infection…This is madness I tell you.

I’m out…enjoy the day, talk a walk, breathe deep, kiss the one you love, tell them you love them, and mean it.